Sunday, January 1, 2012
12:49 PM ●

Gosh...another year has passed! Time really do fly fast! (especially in poly hahahas)
well..This year hmmm...(sem 1.2, 2.1 and 2.2) Really hard to bid farewell with 1k02.
but life still have to go on. so came to 2.1....which really sucks hell lots.

Its really bitter..being alone watching others eating and all i could do was to buy
food and go somewhere to eat. And when this happens, the food can only be bao.
Thats all i have for lunch..how wonderful. Friends..they seem to disappear this sem.
TAS was just a remote emo place..Ohh..and group mates..wow. REALLY, really got
pissed with her..someone who gave me a weird nickname like wth. shao ben... really
dots man. + sometimes really cant interpret or comprehend what you trying to say.
Whenever you cant interpret your thoughts you just go nvm, you dont get it..with
a face that says nobody gets my great idea that sort of..zz..then another one who goes
MIA for one week long. great. and always last minute work..gosh..cant stand them..
All the groups in my 2.1 class are like sticking with their group mates while mine,
all goes separate ways. sucks a lot.

Well..its not really all bad either..even though on separate ways, still got people who
invited me to join them and that really touches me. Then, even though times when
me, ziyin and evelyn as well as the rest get to meet are much lesser than before,
the moment i saw them my heart felt a relieved feeling. It makes me feels like
crying out..realising that life is much despair..without hope and all..but suddenly
their arrival cleared the dark clouds and bring forth the shining rays of light.
Sounds very mushy but that i have to agree to a very great extent.

Well..after that was 2.2 which i long for since 2.1 lols. got into a good class having
great classmates although still separated from triplets but i like my 2.2 class.
Although im not very familiar with everyone, just mixing around with the usual
ones but they bring life to my life hahahas. Having laughters all day long, sing song
talk cock telling each other "mark you down", real epic. Great to have them as friends!
but very soon, we will be separated again..this time, its like the whole course will be
separated into million pieces..everyone, everywhere. That will be rather sad..
I'm glad that i have eileen with me for SIP. if not like really all alone kind of..
Really wonder what will be happening for SIP. Will I enjoy or will I not? it's still a
mystery.

I really wish and hope that there will be at least 1 class outing for the current class..
may not be the whole class but maybe half is great enough..wonder will that happen
or not..hahas. ohhh and my wish in LRM is that I will be able to perform for all my
coursemates one day..Singing i mean. hahahas. Wanted to do so for december fest
but happens that the audition dont know what happen to it..guess not fated to do so
at this moment hahahas!

So much talking about my course, shall talk a little about salvo! well...shall skip the
sad part...its all repeats anyway. So yeah..new batch of juniors, really makes me feel
like i have kin-nas LOL. Very happy to meet each and every one of them..brightens
up my days in salvo very much. Though many already quitted, I still actually remember
quite a number of their names hahahahs! For those that actually stayed until now, I'll
remember you all even more. Really thanks for persevering this much! The path that
we will be taking towards the concert will not be easy, we have to keep on trying! I believe
that our endeavours will pay off on the very day! Hopefully my score's sypnosis will
turn reality on that day. The story of me achieving my dreams that i thought of.

Oh right..how can i ever forget this part..my birthday. This year's birthday was unlike any
other..hahahas..in fact the best of all in my 18 years of living on Earth. Having my clique
and triplets to celebrate for me..blessings from heaven? (: hahahas. quite true! From young
till 17, my birthdays are plain and simple..in fact, simple until nothing at all. Just wishes
from friends on facebook. And lead a day of bore myself to death. Great. But 18th..
you guys change history and brings colours..really love my clique and triplets a lot..for my
clique have withstand thick and thin with me, went through numerous quarrels and improving
ourselves for the sake of each other and growing with each other, the ties just got stronger
and stronger. Really hope that it will goes on and on..(: and for triplets, although we just
know each other for like 2 years, im really greatful that all these times, the times we spent
together, having fun, having sad times and all, you guys were awesome. The distinct difference
between the second half of sec 3 and whole of sec 4 with poly...vast difference. So glad
that i have made the right choice..of coming to TP coming to LRM! (:
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
7:48 AM ●

..... kinda emo post.......


Life in tas...is still as crappy as ever....seriously break times
really makes my heart sink...the moment i walked pass the
canteen, i feel like i should just walk away instead...even though
i had in mind that i wanted to eat something..oh well..gotten
myself baos. but..am i gonna keep eating baos until this sem ends?
hopefully not. This really makes me dread school. I mean..breaks
are supposed to be the time that you look forward to and not the
other way round right? I really feel lonely..but its okay if i am still
able to make others happy. The problem is..what if i cant..it just
makes me feel worser and worser. Yes its stupid..but thats me and
i cant help it. Its been long since im like that..and i thought things
can go well..till school starts and it ruins everything. I hate the life
in TAS. I WANT TO GO BACK TO TP! ....................
Sunday, June 5, 2011
8:50 AM ●

Seriously this is nonsense! totally WTF!
Why do i have to come back during MST week JUST TO OPEN
THE GOD DAMN FKING DOOR for seniors' competition?
JUST BECAUSE EVERY OF THE MAIN COMM NOT FREE
AND IM THE ONLY ONE FREE MEANS I HAVE TO GO?
AND PLEASE, IM SACRIFICING MY GOD DAMN STUDY
TIME FOR THIS? WTS! SERIOUSLY

NEXT, HOLIDAY = NO HOLIDAY! BECAUSE OF SALVO!
NVM, BUT THE LAMEST THING IS THOSE NOT PARTICIPATING
IN THE COMPETITION ALSO HAVE TO COME BACK FOR PRACTICE..
SOT UH! OUR DAI JI IS IT?! WTF! 1, 2 DAY NVM! BUT SO MANY
FREAKING DAYS! 12-9pm! SHIT YOU! IF MY NEGOTIATION WITH
YOU DOESNT WORK, I SWEAR IM NOT GOING TO ATTEND ALL
OF IT. I HAVE MY PROJECTS, MY FRIENDS, MY LIFE! ABSURD!

FREAKING PMO! SUCKS TO BE MAIN COMM! SUCKS TO BE FORCED
TO BE MAIN COMM! F**K!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
10:32 AM ●

I wonder does this really mean i love my class a lot?
The moment i look through the photos with my classmates
i really cant help but to cry so badly..Never did i ever cry
for any of my classes before..till now..i really love my class.
Although there are some who i dont really like..but in
general..it is the best class i ever had..the friends the memories.
So memorable and unforgettable. And how long can we actually
keep meet up before we make new friends and get closer with
them..I really dont want this to happen. I may get closer with
some people and make new friends but I want to continue to
hang out and be closer with you two! ): why did this even
happen? so much thoughts now..regret now spending even more
time with you all. Regretted ever making you all angry/sad.
Its kind of pointless i know. Right now..all i could do is spend
as much time as possible with you guys..i love you all.

Another matter would probably be salvo bah..im tired of being
a qm. I know its only been awhile..but i dont enjoy being one either.
All i want was to just be a regular member..This kind of responsibilities
is not really quite suited for me. The internal conflicts that arises..
i dont want that to happen either..I stood a neutral point not knowing
what to comment. I just wish that it could just be peaceful...I will still
jiayou being a qm even though unwillingly. For the sake of my fellow
drum mates i shall persevere. Will things ever get better? I only can
hope for every tmr to be better and better. What comes after a stormy
rain shall be a beautiful rainbow and a clear bright sky. (:
Monday, April 18, 2011
10:09 AM ●

This post is meant for my BFF evelyn! :D hahahas!
Yeap this is going to be a sincere post too! hahas! :D
Okay okay first thing first! what is first thing first? first
thing first is first thing first LOL lameee! (this is quoted hahas!)

Evelyn Ng Yu Jun! 1 year has passed already and im so glad
that we can be best friends man! hahahs! Although its just a
pathetic 1 year but the quantity doesnt matter! Its the quality
of this 1 year that i value most! :D

Really thanks for always being there for me especially the times
when im down and really need someone to talk to! You know?
without you i'm probably still a emo kid man! hahahas! Although
we keep bickering with each other but i know and you know that
thats how we BFFs communicate! hahahas!

With good times definitely there are bad times too. Im very sorry
for being such a mean person at times and made you sad! ): please
accept my sincere apology! T_T lols. I was really scared whenever
you got angry with me! Because to me, without you its like my world
will become black and white! You and emonemo bring colours to my
life yeah! And i really cherish you two a lot! (: Im really very fortunate
to have you two as my true friends, my BFFs, my triplets! :D

Im really worried for you next time if we happen to be in different class!
i really hope you got someone to be there for you academically and in life!
You got to work extra hard yeah? must really pay attention and try to be
punctual for classes! Do sleep early during school days so you wont be
so tired whenever you come in class! always see you feeling restless and
tired hahahs. Really wish you all the best! its gonna be very depressing
if we are in different class! i will miss you super lots! ): but like what
emonemo say TRIPLETS NEVER DIE! so yeah! we will keep this promise
within us for as long as possible! :D

Ohh yeah! remember that you have a super big wishlist that requires a large
sum of money so do take note not to splurge on stuff! Spend sparingly and
hope we triplets get to use iphone 5 or maybe 4 by next year! :D very sorry
that you need to spend quite an amount for my birthday! ): but thanks a lot
too! especially the present!! xiao bai!! :D so touched that someone actually
sew something for me! ;D i will take good care of it! (: and i shall hang it
on my pencil box! hehehs!

All the best for your love life too! hope you can find an ideal bf who will
care for you all the time and bring happiness to your life! Dont fall for those
flirts who are like wolves in sheep skins trying to devour you whole after
they got you! hahahas! Be strong and stay away from those kind of people! (:
hahahs im damn tired now man! but im still perservering to type finish this
post for you! so sweet right? hahahs! Yup! in life you also must persevere on!
no matter what kind of obstacles you may face in the future, dont give up!
you will never know what lies beyond the obstacles if you overcome it!

Wish you all the best in your future endeavours! (If you dont know whats
this go and check dictionary! hehehes :P LOL!) and also may you be
blessed with everlasting happiness! Happy dory always! hahahs :D and
definitely friends forever! although no forever but in this case forever =
for a very very long time! :D Some day lets go and eat BFF best fries forever!
because we are BFF man! hahahahs! I LOVE YOU! :D <3
Sunday, March 27, 2011
11:51 AM ●

Love the weekly meetups @ emonemo's house hahahas :)
hopefully this can carry on till we are busy i guess hahahas.
Despite the years that i have been friends with my clique..
the dont really know me much..and thats why amos would
say that me and him are only good friends. Which i agree.
We are neither close friends nor best friends. Which are of
higher levels. You two on the other hand are "ranked" higher
than them. Some how i just feel i could trust you all more.
Maybe you all have a different opinion as me but i sincerely
think of you all as a close friend and a best friend. Evelyn is
the only one that knows the most about me i guess. My secrets
especially. Those that i didnt want people to know about. Even
my clique are kept mum from but she knows them. I have my
reasons from keeping them as secrets. I know they each have
their own. But never did we exchange them. Lack of trust is in
it. Years may not matter when it comes to friendship. However
i do hope that when a new semester starts, i wont leave together
with the previous semester in your minds. And neither would i
want to forget about you guys either. I believe that we wont be
friends for just an AY. I love you guys :)
11:41 AM ●

Hmmm..it has come to a point where i really hate people using
horoscopes to judge people. Seriously annoying. They think they
know so much about you because of horoscopes. They predicted
your actions and behaviour. They think they are right. If one day
i ever prove them wrong..i'll say this 3 words. IN YOUR FACE!
Who i ever turn out to be is my choice and not from your WORDS.
Im hating horoscopes more and more each day and i'll never believe
in them again. I'll just stick to my same old sentence. Our destiny is
in our own hands.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )