Thursday, August 5, 2010
7:28 AM ●

BLAH! Before you read, just to let you know that content will be kinda
emo? lols so yeah. okay.



Hmmm..start with wednesday bah..wednesday nothing much bah
just go for lecture then thats all..after you all left..i have no where
to go..walking aimlessly around the campus..not knowing what to
do..after that..somehow just went to the bookshop and bought
lollipop..ate it and i cant feel the sweetness of the lollipop..there's
nothing wrong with the lollipop though..and ohh..the lollipop had
a bit of it chipped off before i even eat it lols..also..before that at biz
park i sway sway sat on a chair that is not stable one..lols. and im
like the only one that is 1 person on 1 table as far as i can see..

Yeah then..so bored that i called yanqi and asked her where is she..
then she reaching school liao then meeting at mensa 2 together with
zhixiong also..yeahh..so sort of have to pretend to be happy..dont
want them to know that i not really happy..lols. Anws thanks
zhixiong for the ferrero rocher :) hmmm..after that normal le bah?

Next day which is today..hmm..almost couldnt get to school on time.
lucky didnt have to wait for bus that long..although i think got some
buses ran off when i going to reach the bus stop. then yeah..

In school presentation..was probably the most weird and awkward
presentation..cos like the website some cannot be shown yeah lalas..
evelyn was late..luckily she made it in time for the presentation..if
not i dont know whats gonna happen to us..and oh yeah..we forgot
to put the appendix..i really hope we dont get zero please..(or did
we put in appendix?) lols..

Yeah then during break went to kfc..had lunch there..oh ya..omg
this week eat until v.unhealthy. Bad..after that went to the fitness
corner there..then play game..after that i emo? lols. Im still not
v.used to it bah..im so sorry again for ignoring people..haiss..im
a bad person. Everytime show people that kind of face..and also
ignore them when they called me..wts..if im another person i think
i will be pissed off with myself man. F! i suck ttm. I really need to
change!!! arghh..

Then after that went back school and walked in class..then the
first thing i heard was..wahh..why you look so fierce? from jingyu.
then she went out of the room lols. Then sufyan and cheng were
like saying..i look v.cui..like drunk sia lols.

Didnt really pay much attention in class..but still roughly grasp
the concept bah? i think..after that i suddenly happy again! cos
i got A for RHT! My first A in poly! omg..cool ttm! yeah but this
happiness short-lived. lols. Hmm..after that went home alone..
since dawn and evelyn took bus at the swimming pool there.

Sitting on the bus alone aint really that nice..1hr seems more
than the usual 2 hrs i had when i accompany evelyn and dawn
back home..thinking of all the nonsense..it suckss...i think i
should really be more appreciative..maybe i shouldnt ask
them to pei me go home..2hrs i shall take it that i cherish the
time i have with my friends. yeah that should be the wayy..

Being alone isnt a totally a nice feeling..although its true that
you get some peaceful time..but without friends..thats......hais

I feel sorry for myself. lols. im such an ass.

Well..same old thing again..hopefully tmr will always be a better
day..bye.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )