Thursday, November 4, 2010
7:24 AM ●

What is wrong with me? i hate myself for being too over sensitive.
Why my mind always percieve the wrong things and my imagination
will expand it? Why do i have to think that you all are ignoring me
when you all are not?

Seriously..im so afraid to lose them..very very afraid. I dont want
history to repeat twice. That emotional scar..it still remains..it seem
like i can never erase it from my memory..it hurts..real badly..
i really want you all to know that you all are very very important to me
and i will never want to lose you all. A life without friends like you all
is a life living in darkness.

Hopefully, tmr i will be happy..i dont want to spoil other people's mood.
I rather myself taking in the sadness. Im getting used to suppressing it.
bye.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )