Wednesday, November 3, 2010
8:09 AM ●

Yo...you probably will be surprised that im here blogging. lols.
but yeah, for now i'll just blog when i feel like it. And probably
takes me a v.long time to post a new post. So yup im sorry.

Recently, things arent going too well. In fact, its terrible.
Maybe for monday still okay bah..but yeah tues and wed is just
wrong. It wasnt like before. Lack of something. Yes, light. The
light that usually shines brightly isnt there anymore. It is being
covered with a very thick layer of dark clouds. Nevertheless, for
every new day, i just hope you will get better. Watching you being
like this just hurts me a lot.

Surprisingly, i dont think anyone in salvo thinks im emo today. lols.
Well, its better this way. Today, i didnt went dinner with them. I went
home alone. During salvo, i didnt talk much nor laugh a lot. I did laugh
but really, it seem so fake. I felt that "fake-ness" lols.

I feel like i really hide a lot of emotions? I felt kind of weird yesterday.
Supposedly feel better/happy, my heart aches badly. I dont know why.
I just felt sad. I really hope this will end soon.

For the next few days, i probably think that i will still feel sad. Im just
weird..ignore me please. Hais.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )