Wednesday, December 29, 2010
12:49 AM ●

My fears

There are different levels of fears that i have.

First will probably be the fear for some insects.
Usually flying ones. yucks. I will evade from them when
they flying around me :x And recently encountered one
flying cockroach..walao so big can..freak the shit out of
me. But of course i dont scream zz. lols. Ohhh..and wasps
or honets. Scary stinging. And wasps when they knock
against your windows it has this creepy sound..ewww..

Next would be DENTAL! like seriously..thats one of the
reason why my teeth are in bad conditions hahahahas xD
Like omg luh..last time dont even know why i got the courage
to go there LOL. When grown up so hum lolols. Still remember
last time i got to presbyterain high for x-ray and fixing my half
broken tooth. LOL. abit scary uh. hahas. I want my teeth to look
nicee! but i dont want the pain! and i dont want to pay! LOLOL!
AHHHH CRAPPPP! NOOOOOO! SALAD BAR IS CLOSED! ):
I WANT BUY FRIES ONE! lols. okay nvms.

Next fear.. fear of heights. lols. That one i really scared LOL!
i still cant overcome it. Whenever i look down at malls, those
look down from like 6th floor to 1st floor or more, my legs will
be weak! hahahas. and yeah even at first floor if the floor is like marble
or reflective that kind and quite spacious like toa payoh there..i will be
abit scared also. It gives out the same kind of feeling. hahahas.
Luge is scary also. I closed my eyes throughout the ride LOL enjoy
wind nia..i cant enjoy the scenery lolols. okayy maybe for 0.5 seconds?
i open then close immediately haahas

Next fear is the fear of drown. Nearly drown before..lucky got friends
save me if not i die already hahahahs. But i feel that drowning not as
scary as other death accidents lols. While drowning, your first reaction
of course is struggle one ma..so yeah lor struggle and bloob bloob bloob.
then keep drinking chlorine H2O lols. lalalas.

Okay bah i will update again soon i shall go salvo now~ byeeeeeeeeeee~!

Alrights! this is the continue-ing part hahahas. Hmm just a quick update..
finally the juniors all got their first pair of gu bang! :D woohoo~ although
lousy quality ones hahahas. Hehehehs next time go arcade play drum can
use! LOLOL! xP and tmr will be going for lunch with sec school peeps.
Lunch nia though..then after that will be going school for salvo~ 5-8 :X

KK NEXT FEAR, is the fear of death. Like kena car accident then your
body kena splattered. yucks. Or drop down from building then your body
also splats. Even if die from kenna stab, please dont stab my head (any part
of it) or my privates, or throat. thanks. LOL

Fear of after life and before life. Wahh i thought about it before.. quite
scary.. omg. Cos its the lost feeling..you dont know where you will be
heading. Hell or heaven..Do they even exists? Another dimension?
No one knows exactly until you are dead. In my point of view, they are
just myths. Between hell and heaven i feel luh..if they exists..both are
neither very bad or very good respectively. Hell has its different paths.
basically the good and the bad ones. but mostly bad ones. As for heaven
who knows there isnt a jail or something like in heaven? will it really be
a paradise? hahas nvms

Fear of darkness. If i would to turn blind one day omg..if i would to become
blind and deaf thats worser than omg. lolols. like really lost there in life
man..cant see a thing and all you see is black black and black! ): okay.

Fear of losing close ones. thats the greatest fear for me bah..okay..last year..
having to lose my grandfather..that day was bad. Like i dont know how to
react..i rush back home from school while i was doing my o lvl art coursework.
then yeah after i bathe and change i went down to my grandma's house
immediately. But i was a little late..i didnt even get to see him. he was being
covered with a white cloth. Then when i saw him again in the coffin, it was
saddening..its like you can see he's becoming bones soon. idk how to say..
on the last day the fire cremation day..while the coffin was moving into
the incinerator, everyone cried liao siao..especially my aunts. i cried as well.
And now..my grandma is in the hospital..my mum told me that she cant speak.
and the heart got problem? i really hope she can get well soon. I dont want to
have another funeral this year..but i know things like this are inevitable.
she already lives to the age near 90 or was it 90? i dont even know. hais.

Fear of losing a friend. Yeah..evelyn you get what i mean right? hahahas
so i probably dont need to talk about it lols okay so yeah thats all to it!
woots im finally done hahahahs! xD

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )